went back to my old house today.
awww man i felt so queer.
walking down the pathway.
and standing in front of the gate.
everything just came rushing back.


the two dogs, the front garden, the unused dining table, the yellow flowers which excreted weird white substance, the always cold and empty study where i fell asleep practicing chinese spelling, rolling across my room on my computer chair, the ploys to escape piano lessons, that was home.


it really looked like a cute little town.
where the houses were on both sides of the road.
all in nice neat petite rows.
warm lamp post glows at every bend.
and on both sides of the pathway grew random-coloured flowers.
that home housed my childhood.
i never really did appreciate it like that.


i think i love my pw group.


and i know
you can see right through me
so let me go
and you will find someone
you are my only, my only one.

perfection at 11:57 AM